Yesterday was a good day. I got to attend church at the ward (congregation) that I went to when I lived in the Bay area before. It was hard to believe how great it felt to walk into familiar territory, see familiar faces, and be more inspired by one single meeting than I have been in months. To tell you the truth, there really weren’t that many familiar faces. Being that it is a congregation of singles in their 20s, many of them have moved on. Most of the people that I knew have gotten married in the past two years and a few more have moved to other parts of the country. It was good to see those that I know and I was more than slightly relieved to have them be excited to see me. In the back of my head I think I had a little bit of fear that no one would even know who I was. They did. (sigh!)
The best part of the day was feeling really motivated. After listening to a great talk by an awesome friend I wanted to go home and clean spiritual house. I wanted to read and study and ponder and pray more. I wanted to seek for the answers to the questions that I have been letting roll around in my mind for far too long. I needed that yesterday. I needed to remember that there is something bigger than myself. I needed that motivational kick-in-the-pants. Yeah for good Sundays!
Today I am hanging around staring at the computer screen, as I check my email every 5 seconds. I am hoping and praying and hoping and praying and doing all of that some more that the company that I did interviews with last week will call me and tell me that they can’t continue to stay open for business unless I join their team and take up residence in one of their cubicles and take a paycheck off of their hands every two weeks. Okay, they don’t really have to say all of that but they can think it while they are offering me a job with the company! Keeping my fingers crossed!
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